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What my mind showed me !?!?!?!??



What my mind showed me !?!?!?!??

Come again I said to myself .... is this what one can expect from life. What is that energy communicating to me ... a type of fear ... but when you look at God as non-existent .... it is a type of fear or its opposite ?????? If it is a type of fear ... then you are faffing in your life of illnesses as being a part of life ... the devil's advocate perhaps ???? I saw God as creating within me ... so many others too in the world ... so that taught me a lesson ... others are loved by God too. Many teach the same thing as I do ... but they do not hold the capacity to call themselves gods so what they hold within them is just a part of the story of God. I have heard it shared that since God is One ... it cannot be everywhere so when God visits them ... creation takes place. Such a sad story ... for God is an energy that is forever expanding.
Just look at space and its continued expansion .... as the Mind conjures up an idea ... if it understands expansion/growth as the only way for the Mind that creates through itself. There were great Minds that forever understood in themselves this paradox and understood as I do the ability to harness energy of God. i TALK TO ENERGY IN MY MIND IN COMMANDS ... I ORDER THAT I BE GIVEN THIS OR THAT. I COMMAND WHAT I WANT OTHER ENERGY TO DO ... AND IT COMPLIES EVERY SINGLE TIME FOR IT IS TRUE TO TRUTHS ... THE PROMISE MADE BY GOD TO BE GOOD TO GOODNESS. WHY IS THAT SO ????? I KNOW THE ANSWER ... I WANTED FOR EVERYBODY ELSE WHAT I WANTED FOR MYSELF ... BUT I PAID A HEAVY PRICE ... I HAD TO UNCOVER BITTER TRUTHS .. WITH NOT MANY TAKERS FOR MY BRAND OF GOODNESS. A GIVING WITHOUT ANY EXPECTATIONS .... BUT CONVINCING OTHERS TO UNDERSTANDING THIS FOR THEMSELVES ... BUT ALAS ... THIS IS WHAT GOD SHOWED ME ... GO RODA .. I AM SENDING YOU OUT INTO THE WORLD ... BUT AS THE WORDS WERE PUT IN TO MY MOUTH ... BUT IT WAS MY HAND THAT LABOURED ON (THE BYELINE OF MY BOOK WHICH WAS SHARED WITH ME AT 2 IN THE NIGHT AND I WOKE UP TO WRITE IT DOWN ). AND ANOTHER BITTER TRUTH CAME HOME TO ROOST .... I FACED WHAT EVERY BODY THAT WANTS TO BE A CONTROLLING MIND DOES ... THE SHIFT IN ATTENTION FROM THE BODY TO THE MIND ... MAKING THE MIND THE CENTRE OF ATTENTION .... BY LAVISHING ALL MY LOVE AND ADORATION TO IT ONLY FOR ITS GOODNESS ... AND IT RESPONDED IN THE ONLY WAY POSSIBLE .. BY GIVING ME EVERYTHING I EVER WANTED. POSITIVE IS BUT A POOR WORD TO DESCRIBE THAT FEELING ... FOR A FEELING MAY JUST BE A TEMPORARY ONE ... THE ONE IN THE PRESENT MOMENT PERHAPS ????? BUT SOMETHING THAT LINGERS IN YOUR COMPANY ... SOMETHING THAT CHOOSES TO STAY WITH YOU JUST BECAUSE IT LIKES YOUR COMPANY ... THAT IS IT LIKES THE WAY YOUR MIND THINKS IN SECRET ... I.E. WITHIN ITSELF .... IS ABOUT THE ONLY ANSWER. I SHALL FOREVER REMAIN GRATEFUL TO MOTHER TERESA .. FOR IT WAS HER WORDS .... POSSIBLY SPOKEN IN THE MOST HURT THAT CAN EVER BE EXPRESSED THROUGH HERSELF .... IN THE ULTIMATE ANALYSIS ... IT IS ALWAYS BETWEEN YOU AND GOD. BE GOOD TO THE ENERGY OF GOD ... IT IS A TIME OF SPIRITUAL AWAKENING ... BE GOOD TO YOUR OWN ENERGY.
SOME ARE BORN TO GREATNESS AND SOME CHOOSE GREATNESS AS A WAY OF LIFE !! I HAVE ALWAYS KNOWN RIGHT FROM A YOUNG AGE THAT THERE WAS A GREATNESS IN ME WAITING TO SURFACE ... AND MANY ATTEMPTS WERE THERE TO KILL ME ... FOR IF I BELIEVE THAT ONE HAND CREATES AND ANOTHER DESTROYS ... IT IS SOMETHING THAT TRIES TO DO YOU IN .... THEY ARE CONVEYED TO YOU IN THE FORM OF THOUGHTS. BE PRO TO YOUR OWN LIFE AND YOU WILL HAVE BEATEN THIS ... AND THE REST WILL BE HISTORY.
YOU ARE CREATED TO LIVE FOREVER ....THERE ARE MANY UNIVERSES WITH MANY PLANETS ALL CREATED FOR US TO LIVE AS GODS .... EACH PLANET THEN BECOMES A SIMULATION OF EACH MIND THAT UNDERSTANDS FOREVER. MY MIND SHOWED ME SO MANY COMPLICATED ANSWERS TO LIFE THAT IF I WERE TO SHARE IT WITH YOU GUYS ... NONE OF YOU HAVE EVEN YOUR 3RD EYE OPENED AS YET. THERE IS NOTHING OF ANY CONSEQUENCE THROUGH YOUR 2 EYES ... BUT THE 3RD HOLDS ALL THE PROMISES OF UNDERSTANDING YOURSELF JUXTAPOSED TO ALL LIFE AND LIFE GIVING ENERGY. ENERGY AND MATTER CAN NEVER BE DESTROYED .... IS THE TRUEST EVER SAID ... BUT THEN ... YOU ARE SHOWN THE LIMITED MIND THAT SAYS THAT BODIES MUST BE DESTROYED IN ORDER TO BE RECREATED ... THAT IS A MUNDANESS AND VERY FAR FROM THE TRUTH OF HOLY SPIRIT. JESUS BY THE WAY CAME DOWN TO EARTH AS THE SON OF GOD .... AND TOOK HIS BODY UP WITH HIM .... SO WHAT LESSON DID MANKIND LEARN FROM HIM ... THE MOST STUPIDEST ONE THAT IS CURRENTLY DOING THE ROUNDS .... THAT JESUS DIED FOR OUR SINS SO THAT WE MAY BE SAVED !!!!! FROM WHAT MAN .. IS MY QUESTION ???? FROM DEATH .. NO SAVING THERE .. FROM PUNISHMENTS .. NO SAVING THERE. GOD SHOWED US THE MOST IMPORTANT LESSON ... THAT EVERYTIME HE SENDS DOWN A GOD TO SHOW THE WAY .... MAN USES VIOLENCE TO KILL THAT SPIRIT ... INSTEAD OF TRYING TO ANALYZE IN GOODNESS THE HIDDEN MESSAGE. FOR GOD DOES SPEAK IN CONUNDRUMS. AS IT IS WARS DESTROY LIFE.
sO TO COME TO THE LESSON I WANTED TO SHARE HERE ... KARMA IS A TRUTH ... MUCH AS I DID NOT ACCEPT IT .. FOR SO MUCH THAT IS BAD IS THE RESULT OF KARMA .. I GUESS !!! BUT I FORGET AT TIMES AND GET CAUGHT UP IN THE MOMENT ... UNTIL I REVERT BACK TO MY OWN ENERGY AND UNDERSTAND MY OWN KARMA AS BEING IN ETERNITY .. FOR THAT IS THE POWER THAT IS GIVEN TO A CREATIVE ENERGY. SO THIS WHILE STORY BEGAN WITH ME THINKING THAT SINCE ALL ENERGY IS GOD GIVEN .... THEN WHY ARE THERE PLANTS AND ROCKS ... ENERGY THAT IS ROOTED IN ONE PLACE ... LOCKED UP AS IT WERE. IT MUST OF COURSE THEN BE A GIVING ENERGY ... THERE FOR AN EXPLICIT PURPOSE .... TO SHOW WHAT HAPPENS TO ENERGY THAT DOES NOT OBEY THE COMMANDS. IT IS MY WAY OF EXPLAINING OF REWRITING EINSTEIN'S PARTICLE THEORY ... WHERE HE PUT THE ENERGY OF DARK FORCE AS THE PROPELLER OF THE FIELD AND I REVERT IT BACK TO THE PARTICLE. JUST A GAME REALLY ... BUT THE END RESULT ... AAAHHHH ... A EUREKA MOMENT FOR ALL .... THE
PARTICLE (AS I LIKE TO CALL MYSELF IN MY SINGULARITY) CAN ONLY CREATE .... WHEREAS THE DARK FIELD OR FORCE CAN AND ONLY DESTROYS ... THE 2 ENERGIES ARE AS SEPARATE AS CHALK IS TO CHEESE. DIDN'T UNDERSTAND THIS ... GO BANG YOUR HEAD ELSEWHERE ... MY CONVERSATIONS ARE FOREVER WITH THE SPIRIT OF UNDERSTANDING.
They are all feelings ... for you must feel God to feel love / togetherness / sharing / caring.
THAT IS THE HIDDEN GAME OF ENERGY TO CONTROLLING YOU ... A BAD ACT FROM YOUR HAND THAT PUNISHES AN INNOCENT GOD ... FOR A POOR MAN ... a BLESSING SAID IN THE MIND .. TO THE MIND OF GOD ... A DESIRE TO SEE GOODNESS THROUGH YOUR OWN MIND ... TO KEEP HEALED WHAT GOD CREATED THROUGH PERFECTION (POSITIVITY ... OF NOT DOUBTING GOD). Otherwise your story will not even be worth the paper it is written on .... for guess what ... TODAY'S NEWS IS YESTERDAY'S HISTORY. ARE YOU A PART OF YESTERDAY'S HISTORY ... AS A STATISTIC .... IN SOME BOOK THAT MENTIONS NAME AND DATE OF BIRTH AND NOTHING OF THE WARMTH OF THAT LIFE. LOOK AROUND YOU AT THE BILLIONS AND HOW MANY MAKE PEACE WITH SCENARIO ... BUT DO NOT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT ... FOR THE WISDOM ITSELF IS KEPT LOCKED UP BY THE EARLIER GODS ... OF SMALLNESS ... THAT FEARED A LACK IF THEY SHARED THE WISDOM. WALK AWAY BY BLAMING THE PAST. IT IS THE MIND THAT CREATES AND DESTROYS ..... LIFE !!!
AS I HAVE WRITTEN THIS DIRECTLY IN HERE .. IT MAY NEED A REVISION ... BUT I DON'T HAVE THE TIME AS YOU DON'T HAVE THE MONEY .... HA HA HA ... HOW DOES THAT SOUND ... IT SOUNDS FAIR TO ME.
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