WORKING WITH SPIRIT ... GIVING AND UNGIVING

WORKING WITH SPIRIT ... GIVING AND UNGIVING

LIFE AS WE KNOW IT IN THIS WORLD IS NOT ALL HUNKY DORY .. EVERY LIFE IS NOT PAINTED WITH A ROSY PICTURE.  I SAW A LOT OF STUFF UNDER THE SURFACE OF MY OWN EXTENDED FAMILY ... WHICH SHOWED ME A SIDE OF SPIRIT THAT IS NOT WHAT I BELIEVED IN FOR MYSELF. I WAS TRUE TO GOD SO I SAW A PICTURE WHICH REVERBERATED WITH MY WAY OF THINKING. NOT ALL SPIRIT IS HOLY ... IT IS THE SAME MODEL DOWN HERE AS UP THERE.

APART FROM GOD THERE ARE ALL KINDS OF SPIRITS ... AND I FELT A TERRIBLE PITY FOR THE ONES I SAW DID NOT BELIEVE IN A CONNECTION WITH MIND OF GOD.  I AM NOT A BAD PERSON NOR AM I COMPLETELY GOOD ... LIVING IN A BODY .. ONE IS SOMETIMES COMPELLED TO DO THINGS THAT ONE IS NOT HAPPY DOING. THAT IS THE GOOD IN OUR MINDS TRYING TO ASSERT ITSELF. BUT BEING AWARE OF OUR SMALL SMALL FAULTS OR ABERRATIONS TELLS US THAT MUCH AS WE DO NOT LIKE DOING SOME THINGS .. IT IS FORCED THROUGH OUR HANDS AT TIMES .. FOR SKIRTING THE ISSUE MEANS THE PUNISHMENT THEN FALLS ON THE SELF.  

LET ME ILLUSTRATE THE POINT WITH AN EXAMPLE FROM MY OWN LIFE. I HAVE A COOK .. ALL BE IT .. SHE IS YOUNG AND INEXPERIENCED .. SO OF NO HELP ON THE COOKING FRONT. HOWEVER SHE IS A GOOD HUMAN BEING AND KEEPS MY KITCHEN SPARKLING CLEAN.  BUT THE MOOT POINT IS THAT HER GOODNESS DOES NOT IMMEDIATELY ENDOW HER WITH A TALENT FOR COOKING. AND MY DESIRE WAS FOR A PROFESSIONAL COOK .. WHO CAN PRODUCE ANY CUISINE EFFORTLESSLY AND REALLY WELL MADE IN MY OWN KITCHEN. AND I HAVE A REASON FOR SUCH A REQUEST. I WISH TO BE ABLE TO DO THE MANY OTHER THINGS I WISH TO DO IN MY SPARE TIME .. WRITING BEING ONE OF THEM. BEING A GOOD COOK I CAN EFFORTLESSLY PRODUCE A GOOD MEAL AND THAT HIGH STANDARD IS WHAT I WISH TO MAINTAIN.

SO I COME TO THE LESSON LEARNT THROUGH MY EXPERIENCE. I AM A STRONG INDIVIDUAL .. NOTHING PHASES ME AT ALL. GOD PUT THE SUB-CONSCIOUS .. HIS ALTER-EGO WHICH TOO WORKS IN OUR LIVES .... WHICH RANDOMLY PUTS ALL KINDS OF STUPID SUGGESTIONS INTO OUR MINDS .. TO SEE HOW WE DEAL WITH THAT SUGGESTION OR KNOWLEDGE. SO BEGAN MY JOURNEY TO BEATING OR FLIPPING THOUGHTS.  AT FIRST THEY CAME TO ME DISGUISED AS MY ANGELS AND WHEN A PERSON IS USED TO SEEING A CERTAIN PICTURE IN THEIR MIND'S EYE OF WHAT AN ANGEL OUGHT TO BE .. YOU WILL GO TO IT IN GOODNESS. BUT I DID NOT RECEIVE THE SAME GOODNESS IN RETURN .. FOR IT BEGAN TO CHALLENGE ME BY BRINGING ME ALL THE RUBBISH IN MY PAST WHICH I ACCEPTED AS UNWORKABLE THE FIRST TIME AROUND.  SO BEGAN MY JOURNEY TO BEATING THE SUB-CONSCIOUS ... AT FIRST I BEGAN BY DISCONNECTING MYSELF FROM THE THOUGHTS IT BROUGHT TO ME ... YES WE ARE SUPPOSED TO ANALYSE THE THOUGHTS PLANTED IN OUR MINDS WHICH ORIGINATE IN OTHER MINDS.  ALMOST A 100% OF THE TIME THEY WILL NOT WORK FOR YOU .. FOR THEY DO NOT ORIGINATE IN THE MIND OF GOD WHICH IS YOU.  I TOO WENT WITH THE MODEL UNTIL ON ANALYSIS THIS DID NOT STAND UPTO SCRUTINY. 

AT FIRST IT GIVES YOU A CERTAIN SATISFACTION BUT BEING SHARP I REALISED I WAS BEING USED AS A STOOGE TO CORRECT THE BAD THOUGHTS OF THE WORLD. I WAS NOT READY TO GIVE MY WORK SO IT USED ME TO DO ITS OWN WORK ... A LAZINESS OF MIND WHICH BUGGED THE HELL OUT OF ME. SO WHEN I SAW ALL OF THAT ... I SAID TO MYSELF .. NOTHING NEW ... WHAT IS THIS GREAT SPIRITUAL JOURNEY ... I KNOW I AM ON ONE AT ONE LEVEL AND ON ANOTHER LEVEL I KEEP MY FEET PLANTED ON TERRA FIRMA ... I HAVE NO DESIRE TO TURN INTO A SPIRIT ... END OF LIFE ... UNTIL I CHOOSE TO BE ONE ... FOR ALL I SAW SPIRIT DO AS A WAY TO PASS TIME IS TO MEDDLE IN OTHER LIVES ... SO THAT IS WHY MY MIND OF GOD SET ME ON THE TASK OF UPGRADING THE KNOWLEDGE BASE FOR THE WORLD.  

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