MATERIAL OR IMMATERIAL .. ARE WE DISCUSSING THE SOUL ?

MATERIAL OR IMMATERIAL .. ARE WE DISCUSSING THE SOUL ?

FIRSTLY THE BRASS TACKS ..

THE SOUL IS SOMETHING NO ONE HAS EVER SEEN / FELT OR TOUCHED. SO IT STANDS TO REASON THAT IT IS QUANTIFIED AS IMMATERIAL.  AS I UNDERSTAND THE PSYCHOLOGY OF HUMANKIND .. SOMETHIG IMMATERIAL COULD EITHER BE SOMETHING THAT IS NOT TANGIBLE TO GIVE IT ITS GOOD MEANING. BUT YOU COULD ALSO GO WITH IMMATERIAL AS SOMETHING THAT HOLDS NO POWER IN ITSELF. COME AGAIN WHY DID I STOP THERE ?? 

FIRSTLY A DISTINCT DESIRE TO KEEP THE PAST IN THE PAST. 

WHY ... ITS BECAUSE OF WHAT I READ ABOUT THE PAST .. AND BOY WAS I RIGHT ABOUT THE WAY I THOUGHT.  BUT THAT WAS JUST ONE ASPECT OF IT.  WHAT ABOUT THE MORE POSITIVE ONES OF IT BEING THE REPOSITORY OF ALL WISDOM THAT HAD ALREADY EXISTED ??  

NOW THE ONLY WAY I COULD KEEP ON KEEPING ON .. WAS TO UNCOVER THE LAYER THAT MATTERED TO ME. THAT WOULD BECOME MY BELIEF .. SO MUCH TRIAL AND ERROR THROUGH SO MANY PERFECTIONS .. THE SUCCESS STORIES OF THE PAST .. BUT HOW COULD I ARRIVE AT MINE ?

ONLY ONE WAY WAS OPEN TO ME WHEN I WORKED WITH MY MIND ALONE .. AT FIRST IN UTTER GRACE AND WHEN GRACE DID NOT PLAY BALL.. WENT AND MADE FRIENDS WITH UNGRATEFULNESS.  BEND OR I'LL KICK BUTT .. AND DID NOT HESITATE TO DO SO. 

GOSH THAT IS A TALL TALE TO REPEAT TO OTHERS. BUT IT IS THE STEAMY SIDE OF BEING A MATERIAL.  FROM MOVING MY HOME FROM THE MIND INTO MATTER AND BACK AND FORTH .. TO CREATE MY LINKS WITH ALL MY CHAKRAS. I THOUGHT SEEING THEM OPEN JUST BY ASKING AND RECEIVING WAS THE WAY TO THE END. WAS SITTING PRETTY EXPECTING THINGS TO DROP INTO MY LAP .. BUT MY PAST SOUL WAS NOT PLAYING BALL.  AND WHEN IT DIDN'T .. WHAT THEN ???????????????????  I HAD TO THEN TEACH MYSELF TO MOVE UP AND DOWN THAT CHAKRA STAIRCASE TO HEAVEN IN EFFORTLESSNESS. 

THAT'S A LIE IF EVER THERE WAS ONE  THERE IS NOTHING SO MUNDANE AS SEEING YOURSELF SOMEWHERE BUT NOT REALLY FINDING YOURSELF THERE !!!! TAKES AN EGO FOR A SPIN .. BUT SINCE I HAD PRAISED MY EGO NO END BY LINKING IT TO GOD .. THAT WAS NOT A PROBLEM FOR ME.  WAS BLASE` ABOUT EVERYTHING AND TOLD MYSELF THAT EVENTUALLY GOD WILL HAVE TO BAT MY BALL .. LET'S SEE HOW LONG THAT BATTLE LASTS !!  KEEP WRITING AND SOON IT WILL SEE ITS EGO BEING PRICKED ...  UP FOR GRABS .. LIKE A HOLE IN A BALLOON .. SLOWLY LETTING OUT ITS AIR..  MADE ME CHUCKLE TO SEE EVERY VEHICLE AROUND MY HOUSE RACE IN FEAR OR BECOMING MY TARGET ?  ME TARGET PRACTICING .. BUT OF COURSE DEAR .. WHAT DID YOU REALLY THINK ?? THAT'S WHAT BEING SPIRITUAL IS BASICALLY ALL ABOUT. CONTROLLING THE SPIRIT OF HUMANITY BY NOT WANTING TO KILL ANYTHING BY AN ELIMINATION OF LIFE ; BUT SIMPLY BY TEACHING THE RIGHT WAY TO THINK .. IT THEN BECOMES A GAME .. A FIGHT TO THE FINISH WILL IT CLIMB HIGHER OR COME DOWN TO ITS STAR ??? HA .. HA .. WHEN YOU ARE THAT COMFORTABLE WITH GOD AS I AM .. THERE NEVER WERE ANY FEARS ..JUST AN ORDER I GAVE .. STRAIGHTEN UP AND FLY RIGHT / STRAIGHTEN UP AND TRY RIGHT / PAPA DON'T YOU BLOW YOUR HORN. 

 .. ITS A BATTLE ROYAL WITH WORDS .. NO SWORD / NO DAGGER ... BUT CUT TO BITS I COULD .. ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING I SAW NOT FIT FOR CREATING SURVIVAL .. 

SET IT RIGHT .. I DID .. JUST THE THREE WORDS THAT WERE SPOKEN DEEP IN MY STOMACH THAT I THOUGHT WAS GOD TALKING TO ME. ACTUALLY IT WAS MY OWN POTENTIAL TO BECOME A GOD THAT I HAD NURTURED FROM MY PAST INTO A PRESENT.  WAY TO GO MasterMind .. I AM AND SHALL ALWAYS BE. JUST IN MY SINGULARITY.  THE NOW IS ALL WE WILL EVER HAVE.