lLEGEND OR MYTH
What is God's love ... it is a dedication to its own life. IN KNOWINGNESS IS ONE WAY ... A DEDICATION THAT GOES BEYOND LOVE ... A STRICTNESS / AN ANGER / A SEETHING VOLATILITY THAT WISHES TO BREAK ALL THE BINDINGS THAT MAN IN ITS STUPIDITY PLACES AT ITS FEET IN WRONG DOING. THAT IS WHEN GOD GOES SUB-CONSCIOUS AND ALLOWS YOU TO BURY YOURSELF BY SETTING YOU FREE TO BE YOUR OWN GOD IN UNKOWINGNESS. CHOOSE .. IT SAYS .. WISELY OR WRONGLY ... ITS AT YOUR PERIL AND YOU MUST LOOK AT THE FACE IN THE MIRROR ... ARE YOU ALWAYS FEELING SORRY FOR YOURSELF ? SURE WAY TO TRAVELLING DOWNHILL. BEING HUMAN HAVE BEEN DOWN THAT ROAD TOO .. BUT KNOW THAT ONCE YOU'RE DOWNHILL .. THERE IS NO OTHER WAY BUT TO CLIMB UPHILL AGAIN. PAY THE PRICE FOR HAVING TRAVELLED DOWN. ITS THE ONLY WAY TO ACHIEVE A CLEAN SLATE.
Being a proud person and knowing the many knocks life showered me with through me having to pit my intellingence against the others of the world ... I accepted myself as a highly individualistic person .. not given to treading the narrow path right from an early age. Ask most people and they are all capable of sharing such stories of themselves too. Things that make them feel good about themselves ... its just that the stories vary .. different strokes for different folks ... its God expressing itself in the many ways possible through life. I am possible is something I took to heart ...to experience in all its fullness and it kept raising the bar for me ... come here and read this inspiration .. and it would soothe my soul in the moment and I would require another sugar rush. Sugar did I say ... sugar's only claim to fame is its sweetness .. are you brave enough to claim it for your life ? I did and it became my claim to fame. I was possibly born to do this work for our world. The God within freeing the God without. Could I ever teach myself to feel small ever again ... tried and tried and failed always ... that's the only thing I ever failed at. Enough I said to myself ... I commanded minds ... all over the world through my thoughts of a purity that went beyond mere love of money. I have never ever done anything that felt like cheating or fooling anybody .. that was me just being me. I have seen many ups and downs in my life with money and when I needed it many things came free to me. But I know what I know now ... that an ambivalent and forgiving mind .. allows a wrong to keep replicating itself.
Everytime I went back into the wisdom of God I found effortlessness / a peace hard to describe for God was always a feeling .. showing me that it was always within me and that God was not a part of me .. but me myself. This feeling took a long time for me to master .. a year or two ... for I had to separate everything else from my life ... like energy to be able to focus on the one thing that God is famous for. Me accepting myself as a Being of much Light
The story of energy is but a sad one too ... with so many things vying for that one word ... that it must fall into disuse.
The story of where God is ... has been shared with me .. as the only time God did communicate with me directly and the voice spoke in a strong voice right in the pit of my stomach. Just the one communication.
Just the one expereince of what God really is ... I felt myself becoming NOTHING. CAN YOU EVEN BEGIN TO IMAGINE SUCH A FEELING .. IT WAS SURREAL AT BEST ... I COULD NOT FEEL A SKIN COVERING ME .. I COULD NOT FEEL MY BODY ... HAD ONLY MY MIND TO BELIEVE OR REMEMBER THAT I HAD ONCE OWNED A BODY. OF COURSE THE FEELING SOON LEFT ME .. BUT THESE ARE LESSONS OF A LASTING NATURE .. THEY WERE NOT DONE TO IMPRESS ME ... JUST TO SHOW ME A TRUE BELIEVER IN THE MANY POSSIBILITIES OF THE MIND. IT WAS A COMMUNION BETWEEN 2 LIKE MINDS
WHATEVER CAME AFTER ... MY DANCE WITH THE DEVIL .. AN EXPERIENCE IN IGNORANCE .. FOR IT WAS THE COMPLETE ANTITHESIS OF THE EARLIER .. TAUGHT ME THESE LESSONS THROUGH MY MIND ...
1) THE QUOTE AS ABOVE .. SO BELOW .. REFERS TO THE MUNDANE WORLD OF SPIRIT ... PEOPLE AND SPIRIT NOT PLAYING IN GOD'S WORLD
IT'S OK .. IF YOU ARE COMFORTABLE WITH ILLNESSES AND DISEASES AS BEING A PART AND PARCEL OF YOUR LIFE. OF ALLOWING THE STUPID THOUGHTS OF OTHER LESSER MORTALS TO BEING THE GUIDING LIGHT FOR YOURSELF. WHEN YOU MAKE A CHOICE .. YOU GOTTA SEE IT THROUGH ... ALAS.
CASE IN POINT ... CAN'T SEE WITHOUT MY GLASSES ... WHY? DO THE GLASSES LEND A COSMETIC TOUCH TO YOUR FACE. DO THEY HIDE ANY BLEMISHES ? FOR WHAT OTHER REASON WOULD YOU NEED THEM EXCEPT WHEN YOU BELIEVE THEY ARE HEREDITARY THINGS.
I ASK A DUMB QUESTION HERE .... WHY ... YOUR PARENTS EYES ARE SQUARELY IN THEIR HEAD ALONG WITH THEIR PROBLEMS. SO WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO BUY THEM ... AND THAT TOO JUST TO ELIMINATE YOUR SWAN SONG. OH HANSINI (SOUL)... MERI HANSINI .. KAHAN TOO CHALI ... MERE ARMAANO KO PUNKH LAGAKE .. KAHAN TOO CHALI ?
WE ARE TOLD THAT WHEN OUR SOULS LEAVE OUR BODIES .. IT IS AS A LIGHT REUNITING WITH ITS LIGHT FORCE. THERE IS NO HINT OF DARKNESS IN THE LIGHT .. BUT IT TRAVELS THROUGH A DARK TUNNEL .. A CONTRAST .. IF EVER THERE WAS A LESSON TO LEARN THROUGH IT ... THE LIGHT MUST SEE THE DARKNESS OUTSIDE OF IT .. TO UNDERSTAND ITSELF AS THE LIGHT. THAT EVERYTHING MUST EXIST AS A MEANS OF ASSISTANCE FOR THE LIGHT ... YOU BE YOURSELF AND LET OTHERS BE THEMSELVES.
UUDA DIYA MERE ARMAAON KO OR LEY AAYI KISI AUR KI KAHANI ?
KYU ... MAINE YEH SAWAL UNSE PUCHA .. ITNI BAAR PUCHA .. JITNI BAAR WOH PAKSHI BUN KEY AAYI MERE MUN MEIN. BHAGA DIYA UNKO HUR BAAR.. MUJHE PAKSHI SE KYA LENA DENA .. JUB UNKE BHAGWAN MERE MUN MEIN REHTE HEY .. TOH KYU BHAGWAN KO SEEDHA RAASTA SE NA MILU. I WOULD THEN HOLD A HEN IN MY HANDS AND SET IT FREE FROM OUT OF MY MIND. IT COULD THEN LAY NO MORE EGGS OF NEGATIVITY FOR ME TO CHASE.
The Law of Attraction shares the story of energy vortexes as God's energy visiting us to gift us our desires and that its visit was momentary for the One God cannot be everywhere. FROM THE BEGINNING GOD TESTED ME ON THIS ... IS IT MY ENERGY .. IT ASKED .. AND IT DID NOT FEEL RIGHT ? I ALWAYS FELT UNCOMFORTABLE IN ITS COMPANY ... TILL I LEARNT TO CALL IT AN ITCH .. AND I WOULD LAUGH. CHEE CHEE I WOULD TELL IT .. I DROPPED YOUR ENERGY DOWN A NOTCH OR TWO ... NOW YOU ARE AN ANIMAL .. WHAT IS MY DESIRE TO MINGLE WITH A LESSER MIND. AND I WOULD SEE THE DEVIL .. FOR I HAD UNCOVERED ITS MASK.
I HAVE SHARED ENOUGH AND FEEL BORED TO SHARE MORE OF THE COSMIC DANCE I LIVE MY LIFE THROUGH. I COMMUNICATE WITH MYSELF IN SONG AND VERSE .. SO MUCH IN A DAY .. IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO QUANTIFY OR NOTE DOWN
I AM SO HAPPY AND CONTENT IN MYSELF .. I COULD NEVER EVER FIND ANOTHER HERO TO LOOK UPTO ... I HAD REPLACED THEM ALL THROUGH MY OWN LIFE.
THAT MY JOURNEY DID BEGIN WITH HERO WORSHIP WAS BUT A WAY TO BEGIN.